Grace & Men – Tullian

Sat AM Gal. 5:16-26 – Tullian
The idea that grace produces lawlessness is ludicrous. It doesn’t even happen in our human relationships. When your wife is kind to you when you’re a jerk is more of a motivation to repent than the law motivates. Gal 5:1 is a summary of what Paul is saying in this letter. What follows v1 is a description of freedom. Faith working itself out in love. V6 because he loved us we are freed to love others. Law turns your attention to you. Freedom turns you to others. Way too much spiritual narcissism in church today. The more I obsess about getting better the worse I get. I get more focused on me (ex of Peter walking on water). We sink when we obsess with how we’re doing. And we think this is godly. It is never honoring to God to take our eyes off of Christ. The Godpel frees me from getting (I have all I’ll ever need in Christ) and frees me to give. People are so afraid of Rom 8:1. They want to qualify it. We really believe God’s love has to end. His forgiveness is based in what Jesus has done for us, so it is inexhaustible. The law produces works of flesh. The Gospel produces fruit of the Spirit. Sim to what he said in Rom 7. We struggle flesh vs spirit. Luther said we are justified and sinful. Before God we are sons, not slaves. Justified. But in our experience is this battle. JI Packer said everytime we sin we have an identity crisis. Every temptation to sin is temptation to not believe the Gospel. We think increased independence equals freedom instead of more dependence on Christ equals freedom. We are desperately searching for something we already possess in Christ. In the moment of temptation we are looking for something that in Christ we already have. We give in because we want something that we don’t believe we actually already possess in Christ. The sin underneath all sins is that we can’t trust Jesus and we have to take matters in our own hands. – Luther. vv 18-19 the law turns us inward and leads to lawbreaking. If we want to live by that rule we will indulge the flesh. The contrast is life led by the Spirit. As you see all you need you have in Christ the spirit produces fruit and these things grow. The Fruit of the Spirit is not produced by Law but by the Gospel. Law is active, something we do. Fruit is passive, something done in us. Paul is not being prescriptive, the fruit is done for us not something we do (descriptive). Real freedom happens only when the resources of the Gospel smash any sense of need to secure for myself what Christ has already secured for me.

Grace & Men – Scotty Smith

Notes from this AM

We were made for loving the triune God with all our heart. The Gospel answers the ques – how is that possible? It happens through the story line of just, sanc, and glorif. Justification does what we can’t do for ourselves. I fail to love God with my heart, let alone my neighbor. God’s mercies are more than a match for our hearts. Sanctification is not a to do list. It is becoming as lovable and as loving as Jesus, which won’t happen fully until glorification. Jesus is our judgment day. Perfect love drives out all fear of God as our judge. Ps 73 Asaph’s wonder: cultivating a grace saturated heart. God is working in Asaph in the context of community. vv 25-26 this is not girly poetry. It is masculinity. 1. Own your weakness in community as Asaph did. Who knows your first half of Ps 73? Pain, struggles, burdens, ques, temptations? I don’t just have bad habits. I have a broken, needy heart. 2. Preach the gospel to yourself (and one another) every day. Get to know the lyric (theology) music (doxology) and dance (missiology) of the gospel. It is an enormous treasure house – search the immeasurable riches – the language Paul uses. Grasped – our past. Guided- our present. Glorified – our future. If you are focused on overcoming instead of the Overcomer, you will be so preoccupied with self. Jesus is your active and constant Good Shepherd. The means of grace are not tools by which we earn things. They are gifts to enjoy freedom. We don’t need more than we already have, we just need to see what we have. Samuel Rutherford – God is more willing to give us grace than we are willing to confess our sins. The more you are convinced Jesus is your righteousness the more willing you are to surrender and do dangerous and difficult things. 3. Celebrate God and his story in corporate worship. Continue to make the sovereign Lord your refuge and “tell of his deeds.”

How Long Are You Going?

As strange as it may sound to some, one of the most frequent questions we get is, “How long are you going?” It’s not a strange question, really. Today, people go for all different lengths of time. I’ve even heard it joked about that among the younger generation, a 3-year stint is considered “long term.”

We are going long term. But what this means is simply that we are committing our lives to this venture. We believe God is calling us to give our lives to this, not for a season, but for as long as he leads. Realistically, it may be until we’re 70ish or it may just as easily be for the next 10 years. If I’ve learned anything in 17 years of ministry it is that a ministry is not set in concrete. We will serve in this capacity until God leads us somewhere else. If it were up to us, we would do this until we can no longer do it.

So, how long are we going? Forever? No. But we’re going to sell everything (yes, everything) and move with no plans to move back. Until the Lord calls.

Conference Season

We’ve been busy on the weekends at different missions conferences in Georgia, North Carolina, Virginia, and Alabama. It’s been a great time to share our calling with others and meet folks who want to join with us in the work that’s before us. It’s also been wonderful to get to preach several times.

To the right is a picture from our time at New Life in Christ Church in Virginia.

Love/Hate Missionary Updates

I love reading missionary updates. Really, I do. I always have. But lately, after the sharing in the joy I often get a sinking feeling in my stomach. All I can think to myself now when I read these updates is, “There’s no way I can do that,” or “I’m not like that person (e.g. winsome, likable, etc…”

When I thought of missions before (say, more than a year ago), it was always in some kind of removed, far-off way. Sure, I felt some of the same inadequacies then, but I thought I’d grow (and maybe be less inadequate…or is it “more adequate?”). It’s kind of like when I was in high school and enlisted in the Navy. I had moments of fear, but it was far off. I joined under the Delayed Entry Program and had 10 months before I had to report for boot camp. But as that day to report drew near, I got that same sinking feeling in my stomach that I get now when I read missionary updates like the one I read this morning. A friend of mine, serving in a country in Asia, talked about a new believer who he’d been working with over 3 years. It’s cool to read, as a sender. But when I think of myself as a goer – whoa! It kinda freaks me out. 3 years!?

I know we’ll probably have similar experiences. Where we’re going is going to be a “slow row to hoe,” much like the Asian country where my friend is at. And that seems daunting at times. Then again, learning a language seems even more overwhelming – and that has to take place before the 3 years of sharing my faith. Whew! Now you know how to pray.

Kitchen Stuff

It’s nights like tonight, while fixing dinner, that I think things like, “I’m going to miss this stuff.” Yeah, it’s just stuff. It shouldn’t be a big deal. But it does seem to be the simple things that cause me to struggle. It’s not like we won’t have knives and cutting boards, or measuring cups and mixers. But I like ours. And I struggle when I see family or get a cup of coffee or run into friends at the grocery store. I will miss these things. I’m okay with that. I’m okay giving them up. But I can’t say I’ll like it.

Vision Trip

Well, I stink at blogging. It’s been a month since I last posted something. One of my excuses is that I was gone for 2 weeks. Does that count?

Earlier this month I led a small vision trip to the country where we’re headed. It went really well and was truly a joy to get to know these folks as well as share the ministry with them. We got to interact with dozens of believers in the land and hear from several ministry leaders with which we partner with. By the end of the trip it seemed pretty clear that the participants had their perspectives broadened and had gained clearer insight into the complexities in the land and the needs there.

On a personal level, it was beneficial as well. I listened with a different set of ears and saw things with different eyes. The one thing that certainly became clearer is that there is indeed a need for us to be there. And it seems like there will be warmth receiving us from the nationals.

Hope everyone had a Happy Thanksgiving!